Hi all, its been a very long time since i have posted a blog. Firstly, how have you been? I hope all are safe and healthy. Make sure to wear a mask while going out. Recently, in this pandemic I have been locked up in my house thinking a lot, like all the unnecessary thoughts were lingering over my mind that I couldn’t wash off.

I had all my school days memories, my friends, teachers, my old house and so on. I didn’t know what to do next in my life or what am I doing right now. I took a pen and paper and wrote down these as i was so much frustrated.
I would like to share a small happening I have gone through long back. Everybody in this world might have felt nerve-wracking going to school (even kids today), but the reason for it, we donāt know exactly. We say plenty of reasons to neglect going to that place:
The teacher always scolds/beats me,
My friends make fun of me,
I hate the bus driver,
I hate exams, etcā¦
But one day I heard a mother asking his son for not going to school. He was a very small boy of seventh grade. His answer made me spellbound, āI hate my stomach more than that school.ā, he said. His mom asked why. He said, āYes. If there is no stomach, we donāt feel hungry; if there is no hunger, we donāt need food; if there is no food, we donāt need money. And if there is no money we donāt have to face all these craps.ā
These words from a small boy!! I got Goosebumps all overš². Later I realized is that (food) what we actually need? May be thatās the major point. But apart from that there are so many, isnāt it. That’s what everybody thinks after reading this. But the present situation now, in this LOCKDOWN/Quarantine or when we meet any disaster, our first preference is Food. During lockdown we run for getting all the provisional items first rather than other luxury products (gold, AC, fridge, furniture, etc). No matter whether we get attacked by Corona, we risk our life buying necessities or going to office even at this serious condition. How painful it is to survive in this world š£.
Everybody in this world go work in an organisation sitting in front of a computer and get paid for it. We learn coding, testing, and other extra courses, dump too much into our head, get pressurized, only to improve our technology? š There is a platform to develop our own app which even a small 10 year old kid could create one. But what is the use in it. Without technology we can survive, but without food can we? An alarm at your stomach rings on time, “I am hungryš”. Have you ever noticed one thing about us… we can sleep without a pillow, fan/AC, a house whatever. But you can never fall asleep when you are in an empty stomach.
We people are well skilled person to earn money, even unskilled has some job to get money. Most of our dreams is to get our own property, just to build a house. But, nobody go for farming, no body are agriculture graduates (only 10%). How many of us grow edible plant in our homeš¤·š»āāļø. Many of us are gardeners of course I accept. But those are only to make the place look beautiful not to fill our stomach. We may eat rich fruits and veggies but that rich is the money šwhich we spend for it and not the value. I am not blaming anyone here. Even I go to office work for the company. We all have personal reasons. Atleast we can take a step to give a solution for this. Each one of us can grow our own plant. It not only makes our place beautiful even our health too.

Most of our aim is to own a land ourselves to build our dream house but nobody thinks of owning our dream farmland. That is life it’s not our fault. We are being like that habitually. Our hope, our desire, our passion everything got ruined by this single creepy thing, sitting alone and making me to think wildly like this š. Everybody might have thought that this year would be a good start for everyone. But it turned over the whole world upside-down. Now we are a caged bird looking at other animals moving happily. May be this is called karma. I hope everything get backs to normal soon.
I started over something and ended up somewhere š. I think I’ve lost my mind. I’ll try to write a better one next time for sure. Please all of you stay healthy and happyšŖš»š. Thanks for spending your time reading my post. Take care!!