Real Me

Show me the meaning of my life
Trying to fix my broken heart
Accepting is the only way out
To escape from this cruel world
All I give is love, respect and loyalty
What I get is lust, curse and hatred

Real me… told me
There’s no one to listen to your voice
Real me..told me
Stay calm and dont voice out too loud

You digged your own graveyard- told the Real Me
I need a pacifier to calm myself
You are out of love fuel- told the Real Me
Can I get a refill? yes refill
Its not painful even when I cut myself
But more wracking when left unseen

Every night I drench my pillow with tears
Pray on my knees begging for happiness
Would I ever have a choice after my death, atleast
Hell or heaven, may be hell, cuz am used to it